Saturday, January 12, 2008
So where should I begin?
So Met 18
Shall I compare thee to a summers day, In Malaysia?
Thou art more lonely and more desperate,
Love winds do shakes the darling buds of may,
and summer's unleash all to sort a day.
ok, I was just crapping...
Anyway, kind of busy nowaday due to 2nd semester final exam. For your concern, my performance was not as good as I should be. Especially in practical exam, both chemistry and physic supplied me with spoilled apparatus!!! I was kinda mad of it where precious time had been trash by them for changing 
apparatus. Further more in physic practical, the questions were one of a kind. Everyone didn't expected such level of hardness in that including the prodigies. It would instanly cure the blood clotted in your brain if you manage to answer it in that short time.
apparatus. Further more in physic practical, the questions were one of a kind. Everyone didn't expected such level of hardness in that including the prodigies. It would instanly cure the blood clotted in your brain if you manage to answer it in that short time.~ Our expression(dulan)
Someone was so right for telling me this "Almost every single person is lonely. Granted, many are not honest enough to admit it, or they cover over their loneliness with TV, movies, friends, or empty, casual relationships. But their loneliness becomes ingrained, they learn to be emotionally independent, and later, when they want to fall in love and lean on someone else, they wonder why they can’t". She says someday I feel like shit, someday I wanna quit. And just be normal for abit.
So I had my own psychology evaluation. From the passage above, yes I lead a very lonely life. I did cover over my loneliness with games, movies, friends and etc. Maybe I am emotional independent (emotionless?Hahaha) which I dont understand what it means. And yes I dont understand why I always have to be gone.~what a lonely guy (guess who is that)
However, I think I'm more to depress than desperate which means I.........want you to know that it's a little fucked up ( never thought that this vulgar word could be so noble and honest), That I'm stuck here waitin, at times debatin.
2:16 AM
