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A tips about me, I am at most emotional when listening to songs. While listening to this song (if you know what it means), it simply define my emotion towards my family. The lyrics is a direct hit, cracking the code that I wanted to say. To some of my friend, its not a new thing to know I have a broken home status. I wonder has it been 6 or 7 years.

Sometimes I'm just too emotionless or rather rebelious confronting my family. I'm not a family guy. Thats one of the reason I rejected miss Y and X kind offer. 5 days ago my father handed me RM 1000 all a sudden. I did not speak any word, not even thanks or asking why. Instead, I put the stack of money on the food table with a message to deposit it into my bank. Diablotic I am, yet I know I am a pathetic son. I wish not people to concern about this. I just wanted to express something out, however.......

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