Being loved by other people seems to be something spectacular. Unless you love them back, it has a total opposite feeling. It's horrible.

As I was trying hard to convince Miss X not to pour love upon me, all a sudden pop up another girl, Miss Y. Through my un-sensitive brain, I wasn’t aware the presence of her. Up until last Saturday, during my conversation with Mr. ND-Tan, a fellow schoolmate, threw an unusual question, "Are you dating with Miss Y?." He caught my attention, subsequently I inquired him to make things clearer. The next day, I further bombard Myke with questions for confirmation. The good thing was Myke knew it all along, and claim it was a year ago issue. Perhaps, she should have told me earlier to enhance my prevention. I was blown away, what could I say? It all seems to make sense as ND-Tan ask, Tan Tat accused and Myke explained.

Obviously, I'm neither interested to be with Miss X nor Miss Y. In other words, I am more interested to be normal friends than further relationship. The equation seems to be ;

P ( Y > 0 ) = 0
P ( X > 0 ) = 0
P (ND-TAn > 0 ) = -1

Those who studied statistic before will understand what I type above although it is quite confusing.

In the near future, she even plans to study in the same college as mine according to Myke. I'm in dilemma, as I have plenty of options at hand. Most importantly, I'm gasping for clean air. I. Someone please enlighten me.